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Cake or pie?

Yuri - Cake
Kazu - Cake
Hibari - Pie

Vincent's thoughts during our most recent thread!

Yuri doesn't know what the hell he is doing or what he wants! . . . Yeah, that's pretty much it.

Pictorial representation of their current state of mind.

Edited 2012-05-12 01:38 (UTC)

Yuri

Hibari

Kazu

I GOT SICK OF LOOKING AT ECARDS

Vincent's rainbow of feelings over the last day in Texts From Utena.

He has some things to work out.

What next Vincent and give me words this time!!

No, fuck you. I want words.

I can't give you a good answer right now; he is waiting to see what is going to happen from the people around him first :x

But ask me another question.

How many feelings will you or have you already cooked, Yuri Lowell? Talk food to me.

Not a TON but the more and more Yuri examines and admits to his own desires and wants the more he will give into the urge to eat sweets. :x

Will Vincent notice this?

If Vincent kisses him and he tastes of strawberries or custard . . . Actually, if sugar from the Onyx kitchen goes heavily missing, he will notice, because he puts it in his tea . . .

So, parfaits and what else? Full on-cakes or cupcakes?

Yuri's favorites are crepes and parfaits and fruit salad. Things with a lot of fruit as opposed to things with a lot of say, chocolate. More likely to eat the batter than bake the cake!

Is Vincent expecting backlash? Not form, Yuri, form the people around Yuri. If so, feelings on that.

Let's see . . . No, not terribly! The situation with Turq set him up to expect that sort of reaction in all cases, though not necessarily so soon . . . So, he won't be surprised if there is, as if he ever would be, but he doesn't expect it, either. Also, Vincent knows that Chariot won't interfere with the situation, because he is long past the point of being able to intercede with the ability to do anything.

If someone does, Vincent may oppose them! Just as Vincent laughed off those that have tried to draw a line between Vincent and Yuri before, he will not be willing to let others have their say in the situation. He's more than emotionally competent enough to know that if Yuri doesn't decide on the matter for himself, then he will be screwed from here on out. On the flipside, it really is a question if he wants to put Yuri's mental health on that much priority . . . I mean, you can't trust Vincent to know what's best for anyone in any given situation. Just ask Gilbert and Leo.

Reverse.

Yuri's is expecting intercession on behalf of Vincent and violence from Mithos' direction, but not intercession in their relationship! If someone tries it Yuri will be pretty surprised and his foot would go down pretty firmly. As for Vincent and violence... it would depend on how it was played out. Internally, he would not be in favor of it because it's basically treating Vincent like a second class citizen, even if he DOES deserve it. But he knows he only feels that way because he's emotionally invested, so it's probably his sense of civic duty will win out.

Tell me about rose bride Vincent.

RE: MOST RECENT.

I'm really not kidding. Vincent wasn't particularly running any deep thoughts or giving himself the room to. He was letting Yuri set the ground for what he wants out Vincent, since Vincent cannot have his own desires. I mean, his desire is for self-obliteration, so Yuri is always going to counter that . . . So, make up your own! Vincent will be whatever Yuri presents himself as desiring, but wanting the truth doesn't mean that he will receive it.

Also, Yuri really doesn't have a clue about how Vincent or his mind works! It isn't bad; it could be a saving grace, actually. But Yuri seems to think of Vincent as this completely unremorseful person who doesn't feel pain or sorrow for actions made . . . And Ariel thought the very same thing, so he isn't going to get caught into that loop again. If he feels sorrow, then it is for him to know and for others to die trying to figure out. Even putting blame on Demios rather than realizing that it was Vincent, all Vincent, in control is such a slap in the face! But it proves that he's still an enigma and a mystery to others which is about the most that he could hope for, especially when Yuri knows the most about his inner-workings which seems to be nil to none.

So, yes, Yuri doesn't know what the hell he is doing, and Vincent is going to be strung along with that. It will be extremely painful on both sides, but they are really both to blame at this point . . . So, who cares!

RE: WHAT'S NEXT.

Nothing . . . Vincent will draw into himself and let Yuri put himself out there. He has done more than enough to expose himself and his desires, so the other side needs to be played now. Yuri has to realize the utter futility of his actions, or accept that he will be lied to and deceived in order to have some semblance of happiness. The cards are on the table, and Vincent has already played his hand.

VINCENT YOU'RE DUMB.

Yuri KNOWS Vincent feels remorse. Actually, he is positing that Vincent potentially feels a lot of remorse, though not necessarily in the areas that he should. And he definitely knows Demios is 100% Vincent. Do you really think so little of Yuri's reasoning skills, Vincent.

I love the journal game.

Well, Vincent reads between the lines. So, Yuri says for Vincent to stop being so nice while washing his hair, and Vincent takes it that . . . Yuri won't let him show that deference and submission. If someone else wanted to make him act in that way, it would take a hell of a lot more for them to succeed, but he conceded the point that Yuri's desire prioritize over Vincent's because Vincent was wrong. Yes, he wants to suffer because that mark was made by him and by his own selfish actions . . . But someone he cares about is also the recipient of the results of those actions, so wanting to be kind and make amends isn't too far of a stretch.

So, what areas should he feel remorse in? And which ones does he?

And Yuri said the points don't go to Vincent with Demios, so that's hard to read as anything other than a rebuke to Vincent acting of his own imperative but accepting influence from Demios. When Vincent was operating on a mindset that was before Demios (I hope . . . ), it really is something to throw back to the homicidal chain.

. . . Alright, you read me back that thread.

The point comment was actually: I know you feel at least a little bit like shit for hurting me, and I feel like shit at being hurt, so we BOTH lose. But Demios is probably pretty happy with the results because hey she got to cut shit. He wasn't so much trying to make Vincent suffer as 1. Not giving into the desire which he normally would, which is get pets from Vincent and feel better and 2. Not wanting the situation to be written off and not talked about. He doesn't want his deference or even his apology. He just wanted it established that he wasn't going to LET Vincent do it again. And it would have been nice if Vincent had admitted he flipped and didn't necessarily mean to hurt Yuri but he wasn't holding his breath on THAT.

. . . Yyyeah, no. Yuri would have been long dead if he waited for Vincent to admit any of that.

Also, what threads are you watching and waiting to kickstart, missy? If you can't answer because of them.

So, Yuri, how did it feel being told by Echo of all people that you could do better than Vincent?

Kind of pathetic but +15 dere for Echo!!! He is glad to have her to relate to in this circumstance even if 'abused by the same man' is not a a great thing to have in common.

It's also, hmm, an interesting perspective for Yuri...? Because he wouldn't be in a relationship/in love at ALL as far as he's concerned, if the the stars had aligned in this extremely peculiar way. He is pretty certain and somewhat relieved that Vincent is the only person he'll love to such an unhealthy degree.

Relationship me!

Echo trusts Yuri despite all of the crap that's happened! She can vaguely see herself in him, or at least the position Yuri was put in when he gave Vincent that poison. Echo can't hold that against him because she totally knows she's been in similar positions like that before (LIKE BLINDLY HANDING OVER CONTROL TO ZWEI BEFORE HER ATTEMPTED KILLING SPREE, or I guess reluctantly kidnapping Sharon in canon). Because of that she can't find it in herself to hate him. She used to think he was some idiot if only to convince herself that Yuri is just being used, he doesn't know what he's gotten himself into, that's all Vincent wants him for, etc, he's too stupid to realize this, that's all. Now knowing he HAS, in fact, known what kind of person Vincent is, ECHO STILL CALLS HIM AN IDIOT! Honestly, she doesn't really think Yuri is an idiot, per se. She doesn't want to; she has grown to respect him. Like how she called Emerald fools, despite admiring their nobility, Echo will label Yuri as an idiot because, well. It's a STUBBORN TSUN-ISH DEFENSE MECHANISM, insult the things you admire/respect, and so on! It's also because Echo's seeing the side of herself that she hates in him—the used and abused part. :(

Yuri also has Echo trying to figure out how the hell love works because of just how willingly bound he is to Vincent.

so. thx for that.

OVERALL, SHE KIND OF LOOKS UP TO YURI—er, not for any reasons above. He's been pretty nice to her, and he's beginning to fit her ideal image of what a knight SHOULD be (mature and handles everything coolly) so there's that. :|d

REVERSEEEEeeeeee?

Growing fondness!! At first, Yuri's feelings toward Echo were like--It was VERY IMPORTANT to protect her. Even before the poison thing when they were particularly he wanted Echo to feel safe from Vincent because, well. He knows what Vincent is like. And since he saw that memory where Vincent poisoned Sharon and pimpsmacked Echo he was aware of how awful it must be for her to be stuck in the same place as him.

But the more he talks to Echo the more he appreciates her individually! She's quirky and cute in her way, and also seems to be a very sharp, practical girl--though also clearly kind of young. He thinks Echo is a good-hearted girl who has had a rough time. He feels a bit of camaraderie with her, not just because of Vincent, but because he sees them as in the same boat, sort of... As for what boat that is, let me see if I can describe it. Both of them are people who have unwillingly gotten their hands bloody, for various reasons.

Well Echo... Since she's trying to figure out love, does she have any crushes? Potential crushes?

Well, currently she's trying to sort out her feelings for Oz!! She remembered that Oz is a SWEET, THOUGHTFUL PERSON, if not very stupid!! and annoying!! However, the feeling isn't quite as strong in Aather because... mosssst everyone has always been pretty considerate towards her here. On the other hand, Oz is the only one in her memories who valued her feelings and treated her like a human being, and that still means something! Echo was touched, and it left her wanting to get closer to him because she thinks of him fondly... as embarrassing as it is for her.

Echo didn't even bother to think of it much as a crush until Drift proclaimed that it is TOTALLY A CRUSH!! Echo was left babbling in confused denial because she honestly doesn't know if it is or not!! WHAT DO!! Oz constantly making her flustered and blush Does Not Help either. Feeeeeeelingsssss. Speaking officially though, Echo definitely has lingering feelings from her memories, but she's mostly interested in getting to know Oz better and forming a cute, fuzzy friendship with him... so it's really kind of like a playground crush.

...if Echo ever learns that Oz likes Drift DESPITE OF ALL OF THE CRAP HE'S DONE TO HIM, Echo is going to be so fucking confused.

IN OTHER NEWS, Emil also has the potential to actually become a srs crush?!?!

Turn's first impression of Mitsuki?

OH MY GOD YES PLEASE LIVE AT CITRINE??? He thinks Mitsuki is really adorable and a good kid AND LOOK IT MAKES DRIFT HAPPY!!!!! YES!!!!! Just like every word that came out of Mitauki's mouth was +1 in Kazu's book and he hopes Mitsuki ganbare's forever. DON'T LOSE YOUR SPIRIT, MITSUKI.

I don't know anything about the canon; what is Mitsuki and White Rabbit's relationship?

...SPECIAL. White Rabbit gave Mitsuki a NAME!!1 and that started a friendship that Mitsuki brought on himself. He cooks for TWR, he adores TWR... except White Rabbit likes to FLIP THE FUCK OUT and occasionally strangle and attack Mitsuki. BUT MITSUKI STILL ADORES HIM!! TO THE END OF THE WORLD!! Mitsuki almost tried to kill Alice? once, since that is clearly what drives TWR mad. Mitsuki hates Alices for the reason that they have to try to kill his BEST FRIEND! So... I guess Mitsuki would go yandere for TWR if given the right chances. SUPER PROTECTIVE!! WILLING TO TAKE ABUSE FROM HIM AND TRY TO KILL FOR HIM... except his heart is too big. Poor sane person in a mad world. :'(

~~Maybe he and Yuri should bond jfc.~~

~~GD IT KEEP HITTING SUBMIT HOLD ON...~~ ok, nts do not hit "tab" and "enter" on your keyboard while typing

Does Yuri have a favorite team as a whole?

Edited 2012-05-14 05:51 (UTC)

HAHAHA I was reading and was like hmm some of this sounds familiar...!

No, not as a whole. Or rather, he is not CLOSE to any teams as a whole. He does like the Turqs in the sense that he respects them for handling their shit being themselves, and also some lingering dere for Storm. But he is more familiar with how Turq works than any other team because he was making out with leader girl's brother for a while.

Do YOU have any plans for Zwei?

I dooooo! Well. She wants to get rid of Emil (he is filling Echo's ideas with silly ideas the most), she wants to ~earn Turq's trust~ (lolol), and then get rid of Echo (HA HA HA)!

OOCly, I do have plans for her! Specifically revolving around the whole "talk to Three" thing that will hopefully happen soon. I have an idea on what could take place if Echo does agree to trying to get rid of her, and it would be terrible and horrid and wonderful... for Zwei.

SHOULD ZWEI AND YURI MEET. :') because zwei would like to meet him. :'))) can you imagine why :')?

how does kazu feel post-trauma!

LIKE HITTING PERCY, MOSTLY...

Really, he is 100% fine for the most part. Nobody he was super close with got trauma'd in the face and neither did any of the new teams. As far as GAME WHERE A LOT OF PEOPLE CAN DIE go, that did not go as badly as it could have! Most of his feelings come from the Citrine blowup and he is mostly just EXASPERATED AS FUCK because he and Ocean had this same problem back when Alice was on the team. It's very against old school Citrine policy; the reason THEY suicide was because they agreed they could mentally and physically handle it--not to be heroes or anything like that. And Kazu himself, while shounen and getting more and more hardcore with his time in Aather, definitely understands what it is like to be in over one's head! And to be scared! So he would never want to force that on anyone, teammates included. This is a conclusion he has come to over time and it is frustrating that Ocean is STILL causing this same problem without actually thinking about it at all.

How does Drift feel about the fallout?

LIKE PUNCHING PERCY

AND KAZU KIND OF though less so since citrine didn't get hurt. He still doesn't think Kazu's reasoning was acceptable, even if he gets the basis for it, but he's not as upset as he would be if Kazu's move actually killed them.

FALLOUT-WISE he's pretty upset! He's not . . . surprised that they disagreed, exactly, because Drift has always viewed Citrine as a fragmented team that isn't on the same wavelength. This was fixed during his heart game somewhat but pretty much fell apart right after because the concept of team unity wasn't very strongly rooted!

Still, the magnitude and disagreement of their disagreement over something he thought was a pretty trivial and facile matter really stung him! Especially since everything he did was motivated by the fact that he wanted to do 110% of what was possible to do to ensure Citrine's safety as much as possible! But... other than Hazel, he felt completely rejected! And he's sour about it because he feels like he can't win, even if he's explicit about his team dere! I wore my heart on my sleeve what more do you want. Kazu he's frustrated with for (what he felt was) not understanding his perspective, and Drift was already upset with Percy -- and all the hero business just estranged him more. Percy is his own miniblurb but he's just so +_+!!!

Right now he's cooled off some and got a huge dose of dere from Hazel, so he's feeling a bit better. But he's still extremely agitated and sore. He'll probably stay away for the night and keep an eye out for Hazel to make sure he isn't so upset '-'

OOCly, how does Citrine read as a team to you right now?

Hmm. Like a bunch of kids 8D They do seem to be pulling in all different directions; they're all strong personalities but they all suck at compromising and taking each others feelings into consideration. THEY NEED AN ADULT... I am super interested in Archer getting placed; he will be the only adult besides Burn that Citrine has had in a LONG time.

Reverse!

That sounds about right! Admittedly my view is slightly skewed by Drift-o-vision because he doesn't take fracturing well at all, but Citrine does seem to be in an awkward period where they're shifting from something that seemed a bit more uniforme to something where their opposing personalities really shine through. THERE HAVE BEEN PERIODS OF UNITY/more teamly feels but we've had quite a bit of turnover that seemed to mess with that 8|a I THINK HAVING AN ADULT WOULD BE INTERESTING TOO because yeah we're all sort of tugging in different directionssss

Most interesting things about your characters! In your opinion anyway \o/ This can be stuff that's happening ICly or just things about them.

Edited 2012-05-14 06:07 (UTC)

Kazu on Spitfire?

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