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Yuri Lowell ([personal profile] edgeofjustice) wrote2011-05-09 04:50 pm
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Question meme

I was going to wait another couple of days but whatever I'm bored now.

Question/first impression meme for Yuri Lowell and Turn/Mikura Kazuma
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[personal profile] reducedtoasch 2011-05-10 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I AM NOT 'GETTING SOME' fjdskf

god 'it's complicated' is the super easy way of putting it, but essentially there are... 5 people involved? In Dusk's vague love life... thing.

FIRST IS DAWN who Dusk still heavily regards as his brother and as his Most Important Person. He's made out with him while drunk, then did a kind of test-make-out when he was sober and they both decided that they liked/were okay with kissing each other. They haven't done anything since then because they're too busy having Feelings all over each other every time they talk, but it is something that is. There. But for them it's a lot more of a super complex dependency thing rather than a romance/sex/whatever else thing, so it's... love in a complicated way. They're not dating, they're not in love in a conventional sense, but Dawn is a factor in Dusk's love life that isn't ever going to go away, so it's worth mentioning.

SECOND is now Konatsu, who is also complicated but is close to being Dusk's best friend with newly added benefits or. Something. With their last thread, Dusk was able to openly admit to both himself and Konatsu that he's come to be really emotionally dependent on him. He honestly can't imagine finding someone else he can be so open with because Konatsu gets him in ways that no one else has. They share a lot of the same problems and kind of herd each other in the right direction. He likes Konatsu, definitely, and he's dependent on him which puts him at a way greater position then just dating him ever would, but he's not sure if he's in love with him like he expected himself to be whenever he got anywhere close to dating. Kissing Konatsu confirmed that he was/is attracted to him though... and kind of woke up some hormones... so right now Dusk is just going to. Go with this and figure things out with Konatsu as they go. They're not QUITE dating, because they're both very much aware that dating means exclusivity and Dusk at least can't promise that so long as he is having a thing with Dawn, but they are... going to be open, at least, with the concept of being physically attracted to each other. ... god did this paragraph even make sense.

THIRD still has that mild unrecognized crush on Guy, still not going to do anything about it ever because Guy's dating Turn and that's making them both happy and more than anything he wants to see Guy happy. Also does not actually want to date him, he is just being kind of five and Fabre and likes having Guy's attention. Relationship is more a huge dependency thing, like with Dawn and Konatsu, but without the admittance to any physical attraction.

FOURTH is Natalia, which is... mostly full of confusing even though she's not an active part in his love/dating life here at the moment. He remembers being engaged to her, and remembers favoring her, but he hasn't... quite remembered being in love with her? Like, the promise to protect Kimlasca is a big part of this but he hasn't gotten that one back yet. Just smaller ones where he treats her nicer than everyone else. Here though, he does care for her both as a person and as someone from his past life, but he hasn't developed/remembered that emotional attachment to her that he had in canon so his relationship to her hasn't developed past a kind of warm friendship. I am planning to buffer Dusk's registry with more Natalia memories though, so when he starts getting those back things will be Super Complicated for him.

FIFTH this has kind of been sitting on the backburner because we haven't been threading as much recently, but Dusk still does have a thing for Silk Cat/Marie. She's very much his 'ideal woman' and she's always been very supportive whenever they've talked, so it's very much a dumb crush sort of thing in which he just enjoys talking to her about small, pointless things. He doesn't have an emotional dependency on her though, which is why he's been okay with not speaking with her as often, but he does like her! ... this is sadly the closest thing Dusk has to a normal love life.

GOD LOOK AT ALL THAT I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY

Top 3 people from each of your canons you want in aather.