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[edgeofjustice]

This time it is just for Yuri Lowell.

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[telltaleheart]

OVERALL HIS FEELINGS IN THAT THREAD WERE REALLY MUCH THE SAME. From Raven's point of view he felt like he was mostly just reiterating things, not saying anything new. Whether Yuri understood it differently or whether how he approaches things will change is a different question of course. But really it was much the same as what he was feeling in the non-drunken party thread. How he will act in the future still depends on the balance between "I can't do this it isn't really what I want" and "fuck it I don't care I want something like this and I will take what I can get" and of course what Yuri does! LIKE IT HAS BEEN. He didn't really feel like anything was... actually resolved there, other than maybe actually communicating to Yuri the depth of his feelings finally.

But the one sort of... major swerve in the conversation was of course Yuri saying "I can't imagine feeling like that." BECAUSE THAT IS KIND OF... irreconcilable. Yuri not really knowing how he feels or not how to express his feelings, but working on it together with him, is one thing! BUT LIKE. Raven is still on some level willing to try to tone it down to a less obsessive level, but he didn't get any impression from Yuri that Yuri was actually interested in... toning it up. And he really can't handle Yuri being genuinely like "I don't really care either way" about it. If he's going to want Yuri as much as he does he wants at least some real desire and effort in return and it kind of sounded like there... wasn't. That. :|a BUT YURI DID AGREE EARLIER THAT THEY COULD WORK ON IT... BUT IS THAT EVEN A GOOD IDEA IF THEY ARE SO FAR APART... WHO KNOWS!! IT'S TIME TO SLEEP OFF HIS AFTERNOON HANGOVER.

TELL ME YURI'S FEELINGS.